Sep 25, 2004 16:17
For all of my life i have been in love with those musy love songs wondering where there writers got the idea. untill one day i met this angel from above she was funny cute she made me happy i always thought she was perfect. one day i was home alone like i was so many days befor and it started to snow then i fell in love. i felt as though my ehart had been turned over and inside out i was in heaven i finally found out what those guys where talking about. i have lived the past 7 months of my life in total happiness.i felt the wieght of the wrold had been lifted off my shoulders i was so happy. she helped me get better grades keep my room clean she was so speacil to me i dont think i would be where i amtoday with out her but i wouldnt be write her writeing this either today i have been told no more. just friends but you see i love this girl and i dont know what i did worng.i wish i could make it better but there is nothing i can do. i beg i tried i wish i could make it all better she said this will make it better but i am not sure.
I never wanted to be king or lord
or prince of my own land
I only wanted to be sure my heart was
always in your eyes
I'm standing naked every time I try to say
the way I feel
And if you run away you may be
running more or less forever-
Together we could make it better
I never thought the day could start
without you lying by my side
I only wanted to be sure your face
always near a smile
But now there's trouble 'cause a
restlessness has moved into your mind
If you won't stay with me today
tomorrow won't get any better-
Together we could make it better
I never thought that you could leave me
while I held onto your hand
I only wanted to be sure that you
would take me as I am
But now there's trouble 'cause a
restlessness has moved into your eyes
So if you run away you could be
running more or less forever
Together we could make it better
>today is a new day in my life but it is also an old day it is new as in i am starting with something less then befor but old as in its back to the old ways of life.i dont think she understood what she did to me she says she wanted me to have a life but the thing is i didnt have a life befor she was my life she is my life i am still goign to treat her the way i have been treating her of course no kissing or any of they above but i will try to make the ebst of the worst.so goodbye i online journal for this ismy last entry mabye one day we shall meet again when the skies have cleared and the storm is gone but untill then i love you jenny
love mike