Expired in Goreville
Just bored and felt like updating. Hungout at Dave's last night which was kind of boring beating his littles brothers and their friends at Halo 2 since we're losers. I was asleep by 1:30. Today I have to work and tomorrow, not looking forward to it oh well. I have the feeling this will be an interesting week. My birthday is on monday which I keep forgetting, so my mom is taking me shopping and my sister might be too, more stuff will be nice I need some shoes and clothes. I guess Brennan wants to drink with me that night or something since it's my birthday. Wednesday I have to go to the doctor at like 7:30 in the morning which is going to suck but I hope things go well for me there, hopefully I get figured out. I swear I'm losing my mind and feelings. Work is going to suck but oh well. I wish I had someone too it sucks being lonely especially at this point in my life but oh well I guess, if something sucks for me it has to be a bunch of shit stacked on each other it seems so I guess I've done something to be alone.
Time to either sit here for a while longer before work, I'd like to go see my dad's grave but I don't think I have time :( Maybe tomorrow or monday :( blah it's something I need to do though, it's sad when I went last time it was the only time I felt relaxed and calm was at my dad's grave in a cemetary.
Time to either sit here for a while longer before work, I'd like to go see my dad's grave but I don't think I have time :( Maybe tomorrow or monday :( blah it's something I need to do though, it's sad when I went last time it was the only time I felt relaxed and calm was at my dad's grave in a cemetary.