slit wrist theory
Shit seems to be that a lot lately, shit. Yesterday I got stuff for halloween for this weekend at OU which hopefully turns out to be good, I could use some time away from here. I've had a lot of stuff on my mind lately, it seems like things fall apart way too much to me. As long as others are happy is all that matters I guess. Don't know what it takes for me to be happy but it's definitely nothing going on in my life I guess. Not looking forward to work in a half hour it's going to suck tonight like always. I'm tired of being lonely every night feels like a fucking nightmare anymore, I hide it from people but I'm ready to fall apart and blow up at the same time. I'd just like a cute, nice, and fun girl to be around and with but it's not like that's happening anytime soon. I like a girl but I dunno if anything will happen. Me returning from OU will be a miracle this weekend :P Time to go slave at work for the night.