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have a day off today from work, and yet somehow iam sitting here at my desk, like i always do right around this time.
i was supposed to get 750 dollars for my tax refund today, but of course i haven't. so i have almost no money. and of course my money from ccp hasn't come through yet.
i'm trying to get everyone together (literally like everyone i talk to) for a party tonite. I know Kap isn't comng but Kev is he's bringing this dude jean that's pretty cool. only problem with kev coming is that means laura is gonna try and get me to smoke (since kev always has at least an o on him) and i'm gonna say no again, even though some part of me really does want to. as much as i hate drugs, they are still fun, and you still need that release sometimes. but that is what gambling is for too. when i play poker it's like, i am better than you (that's first), and then it's the thrill of winning money.
it's funny though when i was at the casino i was down like 100 at one point. i lost 60 at the first table and it didn't even phase me, and then i went all in at another table and it didn't phase me, fortunately i won that hand. I commanded that table and that's what you need to do. i'm gonn play alot tighter tomorrow than i did last time. bluffs aren't worth it, someone always calls you down, at least at 1/3. plus you gotta setup the bluff by playing tight. and if someone wants to bluff me outta the couple of dollars i'vew put in the pot, let them, i'm gonna catch them eventually.
i was supposed to get 750 dollars for my tax refund today, but of course i haven't. so i have almost no money. and of course my money from ccp hasn't come through yet.
i'm trying to get everyone together (literally like everyone i talk to) for a party tonite. I know Kap isn't comng but Kev is he's bringing this dude jean that's pretty cool. only problem with kev coming is that means laura is gonna try and get me to smoke (since kev always has at least an o on him) and i'm gonna say no again, even though some part of me really does want to. as much as i hate drugs, they are still fun, and you still need that release sometimes. but that is what gambling is for too. when i play poker it's like, i am better than you (that's first), and then it's the thrill of winning money.
it's funny though when i was at the casino i was down like 100 at one point. i lost 60 at the first table and it didn't even phase me, and then i went all in at another table and it didn't phase me, fortunately i won that hand. I commanded that table and that's what you need to do. i'm gonn play alot tighter tomorrow than i did last time. bluffs aren't worth it, someone always calls you down, at least at 1/3. plus you gotta setup the bluff by playing tight. and if someone wants to bluff me outta the couple of dollars i'vew put in the pot, let them, i'm gonna catch them eventually.