Mar 10, 2003 09:43
i'm bored and pissed off. I feel like Peter from office space (which i have incidentally seen wayt oo many times this past week), and if someone told me i have a case of th emonday's i'd ring their freakin neck.
and i hate monday's for different reasons than other people. i cna't escape sunday ngiht on comedy central. i sued to hate it back when i was a freaking insomniac, cause my normal shows werne't on on sunday. but now, dilbert, duckman, gary and mike, the critic....ok they were all ok. but now....NOW! they have the clerks cartoon, which is totally ridiculous, can't think of something to relate it to. but it's not blues brothers ridiculous, it's more like spoof ridiculous.
anyway i can't sleep on sunday nights. and every monday my T-DOC (legal trailing documents) report comes out. basically every policy has a minimum of 2 t-docs, tort and coverage available, most have rejection of uim/um, or rejection of stacked uim/im, or lower limits of uim/um. anyway, we have ot fax them in to allstate. and we have the worst fax machine, everything gets distorted. so i spent a month re faxing these damn t-docs. i mean we were at 16% compliance at one point. we're up to like 67-80% normally. but we have them all, it isn't that we don't, it's jsut the fax machine. so i need the t-doc report to come through so i can know what i have to do. and the report is published every monday.
plus i've been an agent for almost 9 months. which means i oly have a 4/3 of a year to do 48 hours of ce (continuing education) credits. and some of the seminars are really, really bad. like they'll spend 3 hours talking about how dew can raise homeowner's rates. and i'm not even sure if i have to do seperate accident, life, health credits. plus i have to get finger printed and have like the 5th comprehensive background check of my life run so that the SEC (securities exchange commison, they run the stockmarkets) will allow me to take payments and such. plus i only have 4 years left before i get appointed. 4 years, and i have my own office, that's pretty nuts. and even funnier is that iw ill open on july 1, since that is the date my brother opened and the date his bonuses will run out. which means that i wll be opening, practically on my 26th birthday (jul 2).
plus allstate is apparently reccomending agents talk to me about telemarketing operations. apparently my system is one of the better ones. so not only now am i an agent, receptionist, account manager, janitor, payroll clerk, office manager, telemarketig supervisor, i'm now also a consultant.
and i'm starting to realize that even though the money is gonna be awesome (make 25k at 21, 30k at 22, 40k at 23, 50k at least by 24, 65k by 25, and liek 75k by 26) and i'l definitely hit my goal of 100 k probably a year early at 29 instead of 30. but while i don't hate this job, i get real bored sometimes, and i don't get challenged by the non bored times. i mean at least when i was at Acra, i was sitting aorund doing nothing alot, but when there was a problem with one of the computers or with the network, it could take up all of my time trying to come up with a solution, even at home coming up with ideas.
ozzfest tickets go on sale on saturday. i am definitely going, i wnat to see disturbed, and ozzy might have become a joke, but he still puts on one hell of a show. it is gonna be a weekday in august though which means i need to start locating SPF 2000, or i'm gonna get sun poisoning again, and i really don't enjoy sun poisoning.
in fact if there was one permanent thing about me i can change on my body (weight and tone can be changed) like if i could change one trait, i would want my dad's skin instead of my mom's. and i would probably take the body hair frm my mom's side instead of my dad's. i got the worst of both worlds, irish skin and russian hair. my dad has dark skin, i do't know where he got it from. everyone on that side is dark skinned though, i guess german have dark skin maybe? hans' skin is pretty dark.
in fact i don't think i know anyone that has fair skin. everyone tans. des turns like light brown, she's freaking irish, how does that happen. maybe nicole burns, i don't think i've ever seen her tan.
i'm just rambling from boredemn....i shaved my goatee, or at least trimmed it a whole freaking lot. i didn't take it down to the skin, but it's at like a no clip's length. whne my hair grows it it's like a wmetal brush
"woman, i know you understand....the little child inside the man......and please understand my life is in your hands" (J Lennon)
fuck it i'm going home, i'm on salary anyway