My life

Apr 14, 2005 14:03

... Ive screwed over all my friends and loved ones at some point. It seems those I care about the most, I hurt the most. Why do I pertain to such a vicious cycle?

I've lost my best friends, and those I admire.

Hahaha ... and theres nothing I can do about it, Im such a fucking twit. Im just as self absorbed as the rest of America.

Why the fuck am I even still here? Tomorrow doesnt hold anything for me. A new job a new house, it is like a mask hiding a broken heart, a broken person.

How long have I been this way? I cant take this anymore ...

I need to go somewhere, to do something. I just dont know what ...

Only in depression and self directed anger do I ever truly know myself, only then do I see the path for what it truly is.

I could make all the money in the world, have the nicest house on the block and the nicest car and it wouldnt make a speck of difference. It wouldnt make me happy.

I need to hit reset, to start over.

I need to fling aside these chains that hold my eyes in the darkness and step out into the light, barren naked and alone.

-Tylo
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