Get Through This.
Went I got back to Michigan, after the first time I went to Airzona.
I was happy for a few days.
Then my world came crashing down on my head.
Standing at that drive in that you and I where the night befor, I lost it.
I just started too fall apart.
And befor it could go to far, I hear someone say "look down".
There through my teary eyes, between my crossed legs was a knife.
A small pocket knife.
Discarded by some hunter.
Then the voice said "It's going to be alright".
.....
Fastward a few years later I am faced with something that I can't handle.
Once again I freaked out.
Only this time it was at work.
I was working for Apple computers.
Customer support over the phone.
A good job.
I was tring like hell to not think about it.
But I did.
I went I snapped it was on the phone with a customer.
yeah.
awsome.
I quit.
I was so scaried.
It's like there's a clock on my life on.
Did I really want to spend it on the phone with Apple customers that can't navigate web site?
I cried for 2 hours.
Haven't cried like that in years.
Sitting there in my steps, sobbing.
"Look down."
I looked, some distance away from me,
A knife.
A Gerber.
Picked it up and inspected it.
"It going to be alright."
I was happy for a few days.
Then my world came crashing down on my head.
Standing at that drive in that you and I where the night befor, I lost it.
I just started too fall apart.
And befor it could go to far, I hear someone say "look down".
There through my teary eyes, between my crossed legs was a knife.
A small pocket knife.
Discarded by some hunter.
Then the voice said "It's going to be alright".
.....
Fastward a few years later I am faced with something that I can't handle.
Once again I freaked out.
Only this time it was at work.
I was working for Apple computers.
Customer support over the phone.
A good job.
I was tring like hell to not think about it.
But I did.
I went I snapped it was on the phone with a customer.
yeah.
awsome.
I quit.
I was so scaried.
It's like there's a clock on my life on.
Did I really want to spend it on the phone with Apple customers that can't navigate web site?
I cried for 2 hours.
Haven't cried like that in years.
Sitting there in my steps, sobbing.
"Look down."
I looked, some distance away from me,
A knife.
A Gerber.
Picked it up and inspected it.
"It going to be alright."