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Wow. I haven't updated for quite some time. And even then, the entry didn't pertain to me. Yet, I've been sitting here for about ten minutes, blankly staring into the computer screen without a single idea of what i'm going to write. That's actually very depressing. Has my life become so dull that i can't even think of a few mundane paragraphs regarding my latest exploits? I'm so sick of being here, in the same town, with the same people, and the same life i've always had. Unfortunately, due to my current circumstances, I can't do a damn thing about. I'm 17, I dropped out of highs school and I work for my step-father making 7 dollars an hour. My days are filled with nothing more than monotonous boredom. I've grown tired of parties, I can't bring myself to read a book...Hell, I can't even sleep the days away like I used to. I just long for something different, something new, something spontaneous. I was really looking forward to moving to Harrisburg in January. But of course, that plan fell through. If i had the means to do so, i would just leave and never look back. I think I would go to Spain. Perhaps relive the creative life of Ernest Hemingway. Simply spend my days watching the bull fights, drinking in the local bars, and writing about interesting experiences, places and people. Who knows, maybe one day that will dream will come true. All I can do is hope for the best.