Hmm..
I fucking hate being home. Yeah, I got over it and have alright times here. But if someone else has a problem or is annoyed or upset or pissed off, I make it worse or... become the reason they are feeling the way they are. And I just feel like crap and most of the time (not as much recently)I go onto lj and post my crap. I mean who even reads it and gives a shit? No one, except Jordan (no offence, but you hear it from me in person before you see this anyways) I just come here to basicly just complain to no one. And no one really gives a rats ass anyway's. Anyone else who reads this probably 1)hardly knows me 2)maybe doesn't even know me at all. And you can't really say I do it for attention because, well, I don't really get any from this yet I continue to post crap anyways. So... Why? Im glad I still have at least someone to talk to. Plus what the fuck do I have to complain about... Im just disliking something going on alot. I really do want to get out of here. I get crap for being here and for not being here. I don't care... I just am frustrated at the moment. Bye