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Life now, people I know to be there. No longer have to think "who will be friends down the road". There are only a few people to care if are there or not. Why worry about everyone, everything... I can't control it all, just what controls me.
Christmas is almost here, and for this year I'm not very excited. I don't want anything, I have everything I want. The only thing that I could think of that would be nice to have is actually to not have something else... That stupid truck. I like it, sometimes need it, but dislike most of what it has brought. People at school assume I'm good to give everyone rides when I barely have any gas to get me to and from school in the first place, I'm racking up a good amount of payments due and feel that there isn't a honest record kept but that's on my part also for not keeping my papers that were keeping track safe. Oh lets not forget the recent breakdown with a hefty charge behind it. Its just frustrating.
I just want to get a good gift for certain people... Thats all I want lol.
I don't know why I'm in a good mood right now, I just know that I don't need a thing for christmas and its comforting.
Anyway's...
I don't know what to say anymore.. blah blah blah. bye
Christmas is almost here, and for this year I'm not very excited. I don't want anything, I have everything I want. The only thing that I could think of that would be nice to have is actually to not have something else... That stupid truck. I like it, sometimes need it, but dislike most of what it has brought. People at school assume I'm good to give everyone rides when I barely have any gas to get me to and from school in the first place, I'm racking up a good amount of payments due and feel that there isn't a honest record kept but that's on my part also for not keeping my papers that were keeping track safe. Oh lets not forget the recent breakdown with a hefty charge behind it. Its just frustrating.
I just want to get a good gift for certain people... Thats all I want lol.
I don't know why I'm in a good mood right now, I just know that I don't need a thing for christmas and its comforting.
Anyway's...
I don't know what to say anymore.. blah blah blah. bye