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I recently had a friend tell me: "You know, man, I kinda feel like I need to protect you."
I get that from a lot of people. Like I need to be sheltered from this terrible world, because I'm so innocent.
Excuse me. Excuse. me.
I do not understand. Why do I constantly give people this impression, while at the same time I give them the impression that I have not a care in the world.
I'll have them all know I've dealt with so much in my life. I just dont force people to feel bad for me like some I know. Cos I think its selfish and stupid.
I dont know how to deal with all these people looking at me like a puppy. Like I'm just... someone who everyone needs to smother with (covered) pitty, because I'm so pathetic that I cannot be left to my own.
Sure, I also understand why you would think that I need a little sheltering, because I'm affected by my past. But...
I dont know where I was going with this.
All in all, I'm not pathetic... and I'm able to handle myself. I dont need multiple people thinking "oh, I have to watch you."
It makes me feel stupid.
And loved...
but still stupid.
I get that from a lot of people. Like I need to be sheltered from this terrible world, because I'm so innocent.
Excuse me. Excuse. me.
I do not understand. Why do I constantly give people this impression, while at the same time I give them the impression that I have not a care in the world.
I'll have them all know I've dealt with so much in my life. I just dont force people to feel bad for me like some I know. Cos I think its selfish and stupid.
I dont know how to deal with all these people looking at me like a puppy. Like I'm just... someone who everyone needs to smother with (covered) pitty, because I'm so pathetic that I cannot be left to my own.
Sure, I also understand why you would think that I need a little sheltering, because I'm affected by my past. But...
I dont know where I was going with this.
All in all, I'm not pathetic... and I'm able to handle myself. I dont need multiple people thinking "oh, I have to watch you."
It makes me feel stupid.
And loved...
but still stupid.