chocolate throw up is the best kind...
Tonight was the last circus show ever, it was sad but i didn't cry. i don't know why, i think i should have... maybe i'll cry later.
It was also the greatest show ever! i've never had so much fun, after the first act when the lights went out Branden grabed me and gave me the biggest hug ever i think i got a kiss on my cheek too, but im not sure. not that it matters. i have trophy, this is what my child hood has been missing. I'm always walking into people's rooms to find a trophy from baseball or gymnastics and now i have one of my own and its big and red and pretty. i slapped Augey! i ate cake, i ate potato skins, i ate fried cheese. i took funny pictures, i changed out of my pretty finale costume for the last time.
now im home drive home was risky, i sat bitch in the back with flowers on one side and charity on the other. Kyle and Kendel in the front, kyle in her tiara waving her fairy princess wond around franticaly while driving, trying to pretend poke her sister in the eye. While everyone in the arena mingeld and cried and embrased my parents sat in the bleachers as bistandars with their arms crossed, and now that im home they r asking me 1 million stupid questions about my night. im thinking maybe if they had participated then they would know what went on, or at least had enouph of their own life to leave me alone. whatever antisocial mother fuckers are annoying..... LIKE BEV WHO DIDN'T EAT WITH US AT BENIGAN'S NOR DID SHE SAY HELLO OR GOODBYE!!!! WHAT THE FUCK BEV!?!?!?! DON'T MAKE ME MURDER UR BOY FRIEND, I'M GETTEN CLOSE! o and i love u!
i love face painting!
yeah im gonna miss that! :(