Wow a burst of hope, at last!

[sipshirlytempls]

so i might be crazy but what the fuck! i have to find something that is going to make my life amazing or im going to wither away and die... im applying to ringling brothers and cirque du soleil, ima rock that shit!

some how misery suddenly feels avoidable.

UGH! but i still miss my boy, but in a different way now. perhaps a better way even though it seems to hurt much worse than before. rejection blows!