Grrrrr!!!
I've been trying to lose less than a pound for four weeks. Why is it so impossible?!?! I just can't get myself together and motivated enough to do it, and I'm so frustrated! I think the biggest source of stress over this is the fact that I've made my weight loss journey so public. It's great when I lose weight and I have people cheering for me, but when I stumble, I hate feeling like I have to report back to people. I've told my family, friends, and everyone at work that I'm so close to having lost 100 pounds total since my highest weight, and now I just feel like everyone's waiting for me to do it, and I keep just not getting there. I just want to get past this mark and get on with the rest of my journey. I'm so happy to be an inspiration and have come so far, but at the same time I sometimes wish this whole thing would just go away.