See you at the bitter end
SO. It's midnight and I have three exams to take starting in 9 1/2 hours.
I am completely stressed out.
I took two exams last week.
Then I have the three tomorrow, and three more next week.
For four classes? This is ridiculous.
I'm trying so hard to stay positive, just chill and relax.
I don't have a job, I don't have a car, I don't have a companion,
I have a million finals, and I fucking hate Christmas.
I am just so temperamental lately.
I'm not being myself, and I'm acting out immaturely.
I had a rotten conversation on AIM tonight,
where I was acting childish and just stopped replying.
I am on a zanax now and finally calming down,
and this whole writing thing makes me feel better.
The holidays and school just need to be over, and I will be fine.