Feb 11, 2004 13:56
its like playing with fire. everyone loves to touch a candle, you know just float your hand over it. you play with it until you get burned and its weird cause you know that you are going to get burned. but with me its even weirder cause i think i would like to get burned just so i could feel the warmth for that short moment. i like think that it would be worth it, maybe i wouldnt get burned. but as much as i think that i would like to feel the flame i dont even think that it is there for me to touch.
oh yeah to those who actually know about this, the birthday is tommorrow. oh yeah im not sure if ive even told anyone about this. ill just leave it to katie to put the word on the street. later.
i just decided to add this to my journal bc i am so bored and i have to go to work in 10 minutes. i ran today and it was very hott outside. but what was funny that i was running my usual route of 5 miles and this one tiny dog that always gives me shit. he chases me but what is funny that he is about 8 pounds and only walks on three legs cause i guess he is crippled. but he is a determined little fucker and i respect that even if he is trying to bite me. bye again.