Aug 03, 2004 00:24
i am in college now. i have been here for 5 and a half weeks.
i come home in 4 days. i can't wait.
i have drank maybe 11 or 12 times since i have been here. i have gotten drunk 8 or 10 times.
i have thrown up twice since i have been here. i had thrown up twice before this ever.
i have been to one concert since i have been here. it was the pepper/ lola ray show. it was awesome. i like lola ray better. they are a good band. the lead singer is a cool asain dude. he thought i was cute. hes not gay. im not gay.
i have kissed one girl since i have been up here. it was the first night i was here. it was in my room.
i have stolen many things since i have been here. all of them innate, stupid, sentimental, and will not be missed. i was drunk each of those times.
i have called katie, sweet, sam, julie, jade, and jp since i have been here. i talked to katie, sweet, and jp when i called them. i talk to sweet more than i talk to my mom. i talk to my mom alot. i called katie once at 8 oclock when i went o bed at 6, because i woke up bc had a bad dream. she talked to me good.
sam and sweet have visited me twice. katie and sam g have visited me once. those were the highlights of college.(aside from being told i was attractive by another man....a semi-famous man)
i sleep less in college. i wake up earlier in college. i cant sleep so well. i attribute it to sleeping in the same room with someone else.
high school is cool. i like parts of it better than college. you shouldnt be excited to jump to college. college is fun and has its benefits but high school is carefree.
i have gotten 7 albums since i have gotten here. 1 i have purchased. the ataris are one of my new favorite band. i like there lyrics. i wish i knew their lyrics better when i saw them live.
i came home for katies birthday. it was a very good visit. that was actually the highlight of my summer session. i played mario cart. i owned sam. i always own sam.
i believe dreams tell you things. i have had one noteworthy dream. i made me not fall back asleep after only sleeping two hours. i told you about it if you asked. i was a very memorable dream.
i have been told i make a good drunk phone message. jp, allison, sweet, katie, julie, sam, and jade agree.
i found out what i want to do for the rest of my life. right now my major is pre-pharmacy. what i really want to do is travel the world to international track and field meets or other athletic events and administer drug tests. i would like to go to the olypics, tour de france, world championships, pre classic. i would make a difference in perserving the integrity in something i love. i would meet all my heros, travel the world, and study two things i am very interested in.
i am talking to sam, sweet, and julie right now. i come back home for birthdays, i dont miss em. i was bored. sam told me to drink some beer. i listened to her. she is smart. bye bye. i felt like saying this. its been a long time coming. im done. i dont care who reads my journal now. fuck em.