Nov 30, 2003 17:53
Yeah, that happens to me a lot lately.. Well hey I had my most embarassing moment, which happens to be a sweet embarassed according to Paige...
It's only 6pm and my night is officially made...
Yeah so Paige came over, as said, that made my day already heh. We first went upstairs after he met my mom and sat at my computer, doing nothing really heh, then headed to my room because I knew we couldn't talk around my sister. We chilled on my bed the rest of the time. He read two things, told me not to give up on my writing, never give up. I won't, I promise... We talked about thing and the last time he said he had to go, I knew just a way to keep him around, I had to have him read something, it was like 3sentences long heh. He was lying there reading it as I sat at the top of my bed spaced out, well partially. I heard his reactions but didn't look at him. He looks at me, I look at him and look away. He realized I was too embarassed to look at him. He came up and sat with me, we hugged, kissed me on my cheek and talked about it, a lot. He fell asleep once again heh, yes he fell asleep once before that today. He wakes up about idk 15mins later and says he really has to go, so we get up and I walk him out after him meeting my dad. He was surprised I walked him out but hey I didn't care. We hug, I take his hands in mine, he thanks me for the nite, I thank him for the nite, he kisses my forehead and we part..
He asked me a question tonight.. He wanted to know if I ever cried for him. I told him honestly, yes. He asked why and I told him the reason... Reality, I can't get the one thing I want ...
I have like one thing for homework tonight.. WooHoo.. heh. English, it will be easy.. Yeah, I'm quite .. as you say .. at a loss for words right now.. I am left speechless..
I can't explain the way I feel right now, all I can tell you is I wish I could feel like this forever..
<3angelina