time moving too quickly but not quickly enough
So I can't wait to graduate and get out of this hole, but I want the weekend to last forever. I'm so fucking reclusive sometimes. I realize that I never post on this damn thing, and so am a bit out of touch with everyone... however, I hardly have any time to use the computer these days. social outings and practicing take up a lot of my time. did you know (or care) that I have a senior recital coming up, which is a big fucking deal. It's kinda scary, actually. It's going to be in April and I haven't rehearsed with my accompanist yet. ooooooohhh, bad! So as usual, there aren't enough hours in the day, because I refuse to be on the go all day, and have no fun. I just think it's absurd to not take a few minutes every day. These are my minutes right now, before I launch right into the whole practicing thing. So!
I just realized that I write "so" a lot.... oh well. So there's a boy in my life right now. Incredibly wonderful, sweet, music geek, attractive, isn't afraid to like awesome girl bands, will go to Burger King at 2 am with me just to get a dollar milkshake, and he "gets" me. I love it. LOVE it! He is actually just what I need now, and I'm exactly what he needs, and it just works. At the beginning of this semester, I was beginning to get truly depressed again, and now I am feeling so much better. I've been hanging out with my friends Ryan and Diana lately, who are married, and the guy I'm seeing is a good friend of theirs. So the easing of the depression is actually due to not hanging out with the shallow pothead college boys who make me sad and their stupid librarian girlfriends. I'm liking this very much. After last semester, the semester from hell, life feels so good to me. The orchestra Europe trip is coming up as well, during our spring break, no less. I'm kind of mad that they're forcing me to go on this trip and I signed a contract saying I wouldn't drink, and I really get no spring break as usual, at home with the parents, going to the beach, etc. But I'm sure I'll have fun, nonetheless.
Okay, enough time-wasting, I've got work to do, for once....
LOVE!
*hugs*
I just realized that I write "so" a lot.... oh well. So there's a boy in my life right now. Incredibly wonderful, sweet, music geek, attractive, isn't afraid to like awesome girl bands, will go to Burger King at 2 am with me just to get a dollar milkshake, and he "gets" me. I love it. LOVE it! He is actually just what I need now, and I'm exactly what he needs, and it just works. At the beginning of this semester, I was beginning to get truly depressed again, and now I am feeling so much better. I've been hanging out with my friends Ryan and Diana lately, who are married, and the guy I'm seeing is a good friend of theirs. So the easing of the depression is actually due to not hanging out with the shallow pothead college boys who make me sad and their stupid librarian girlfriends. I'm liking this very much. After last semester, the semester from hell, life feels so good to me. The orchestra Europe trip is coming up as well, during our spring break, no less. I'm kind of mad that they're forcing me to go on this trip and I signed a contract saying I wouldn't drink, and I really get no spring break as usual, at home with the parents, going to the beach, etc. But I'm sure I'll have fun, nonetheless.
Okay, enough time-wasting, I've got work to do, for once....
LOVE!
*hugs*