that awful moment
Dude I had so many issues with my phone it was redonk. The phone finally just stopped working, so I got an upgrade. So far so good.
I havent forgotten abt my voting story. The wound isn't as fresh but I went to hell and back with that shit.
Grandma died. I'm ok with it. I was mostly upset because I knew Alaine was hurting and our siblings are dicks. I only cried when my fucking dick older brother called me a bunch of bad things because I didn't want to go to the funeral and I never visit him and blah blah blah and then he said that he loves me. Fucking dick. Extended family swooped in and took everything out of grandmas house. Mom legally inherited everything so she was in charge of giving it away. Stuff with my name on it was given to other ppl. Mom said I could maybe have something if I flew out and ASKED for it in person. So I got nothing. Fucking dicks.
I went on my first real vacation (since 2008? 2009?) a few days ago. Flew out to L.A. to see Alaine and JR and the ocean. Gorgeous weather, amazing food, got a tattoo. It was basically a perfect day. I cried a lot, especially after I realized I'm legit in love w/ JR and he thinks of me as a sister or even a brother. So much worse than the friend zone. Hopeless agony.
I havent forgotten abt my voting story. The wound isn't as fresh but I went to hell and back with that shit.
Grandma died. I'm ok with it. I was mostly upset because I knew Alaine was hurting and our siblings are dicks. I only cried when my fucking dick older brother called me a bunch of bad things because I didn't want to go to the funeral and I never visit him and blah blah blah and then he said that he loves me. Fucking dick. Extended family swooped in and took everything out of grandmas house. Mom legally inherited everything so she was in charge of giving it away. Stuff with my name on it was given to other ppl. Mom said I could maybe have something if I flew out and ASKED for it in person. So I got nothing. Fucking dicks.
I went on my first real vacation (since 2008? 2009?) a few days ago. Flew out to L.A. to see Alaine and JR and the ocean. Gorgeous weather, amazing food, got a tattoo. It was basically a perfect day. I cried a lot, especially after I realized I'm legit in love w/ JR and he thinks of me as a sister or even a brother. So much worse than the friend zone. Hopeless agony.