Oh my
7 days have gone by so quickly, one week old today , so hard to believe that its still possible for me to be her mum, I look at her every day and think myself so damn lucky to have her, I LOVE her SO much simple words are just not enough to say how I feel about her.
My first week as a mummy? I`ve had ups and downs already, I chose to breastfeed and have been adiment that I would succeed and do this for her however painful it would get, I gave up yesterday, the dissapointment in myself is emence, I`m still expressing and bottling but it doesnt have the same feeling from seeing her so satified with just me, I know shes never gonna remember that i gave up but the feeling of failing has never felt so huge to me, and I know shes still getting the goodness, oh how I wish they came with some sort of instruction manual.
Sleep deprived and unable to get out the house, I still have yet to use me pram (damn weather), sleep is up to 2 hours a day (thats me) shes to precious to want to miss any part, I even watch her breath at night.
I would like to thank everyone who congratulated myself and sirjustice of the birth of our Daughter.
My first week as a mummy? I`ve had ups and downs already, I chose to breastfeed and have been adiment that I would succeed and do this for her however painful it would get, I gave up yesterday, the dissapointment in myself is emence, I`m still expressing and bottling but it doesnt have the same feeling from seeing her so satified with just me, I know shes never gonna remember that i gave up but the feeling of failing has never felt so huge to me, and I know shes still getting the goodness, oh how I wish they came with some sort of instruction manual.
Sleep deprived and unable to get out the house, I still have yet to use me pram (damn weather), sleep is up to 2 hours a day (thats me) shes to precious to want to miss any part, I even watch her breath at night.
I would like to thank everyone who congratulated myself and sirjustice of the birth of our Daughter.