taciturn, turn, turn.
My eyes have been ultra dry for, like, a week.
I think it's because it's almost Christmas so all of the holiday commercials are full of cry-worthy things and I'll cry over any commercial. Especially credit-card or cellular phone commercials. Sometimes jewelry commercials.
Anyway, I'm out of the hospital. I'm thinking of getting port just because all of my veins are basically gone. I had five sticks this time. Two in my left side (one forearm, one hand) and three on my right (twice in my hand and one in my elbow). My mom doesn't want me to get one because she says that the complications aren't worth it but, really, she's not the one who looks like a junkie and she doesn't have to deal with the needles.
So, I think it's kind of unfair. I can't decide. It would sure suck to have the surgery and then have something go wrong like a bacterial infection or punctured vein but GOD DOES IT SUCK TO BE STUCK MORE THAN ONCE.
So, my veins hurt, my eyes hurt, and I am anticipating side effects because we went at a faster rate to save time today.
Also, I am watching Notting Hill which is not helping with the sappy crying thing. And my laptop is being sent out because it, too, is having internal problems but the firedog bloke is named Keith and I really fancy him in the computer techie way.
I think it's because it's almost Christmas so all of the holiday commercials are full of cry-worthy things and I'll cry over any commercial. Especially credit-card or cellular phone commercials. Sometimes jewelry commercials.
Anyway, I'm out of the hospital. I'm thinking of getting port just because all of my veins are basically gone. I had five sticks this time. Two in my left side (one forearm, one hand) and three on my right (twice in my hand and one in my elbow). My mom doesn't want me to get one because she says that the complications aren't worth it but, really, she's not the one who looks like a junkie and she doesn't have to deal with the needles.
So, I think it's kind of unfair. I can't decide. It would sure suck to have the surgery and then have something go wrong like a bacterial infection or punctured vein but GOD DOES IT SUCK TO BE STUCK MORE THAN ONCE.
So, my veins hurt, my eyes hurt, and I am anticipating side effects because we went at a faster rate to save time today.
Also, I am watching Notting Hill which is not helping with the sappy crying thing. And my laptop is being sent out because it, too, is having internal problems but the firedog bloke is named Keith and I really fancy him in the computer techie way.