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There is such a tight balance between self-centeredness and communication, or so it seems to me, although I admit that I have a self-image problem that I'm trying to cope with. It's rough, I've been a weirdo for a really long time now, and these barriers against rejection get so big they turn invisible. I'm trying to see my way around it.
I think I'm starting to see what Liam meant when he accused me of being larger than life.
Mike once used the word 'psychodrama' against me, which sent me into a rage, and so there must be something to it. Otherwise it wouldn't piss me off so much.
I don't like it. I'm changing, but it's a slow go: you know, you get so used to not dealing with things outside yourself, sometimes you can forget how.
love
kimmo
I think I'm starting to see what Liam meant when he accused me of being larger than life.
Mike once used the word 'psychodrama' against me, which sent me into a rage, and so there must be something to it. Otherwise it wouldn't piss me off so much.
I don't like it. I'm changing, but it's a slow go: you know, you get so used to not dealing with things outside yourself, sometimes you can forget how.
love
kimmo