Nov 16, 2004 22:34
It would be wrong to declare that, "I received the Lord," three weeks ago. It would be right to say that I finally recognize the voice that has been with me since my youth (as opposed to the voice(s) that I began hearing two years ago, which I would now declare as my enemy; as His enemy). That voice does not come from my Spirit. That voice is my Spirit. My Spirit is the Lord, Jesus Christ... and Jesus is life. The mistake I have been making my whole life is trying to hold onto that life as if it were leaving me. It will never leave me. It is me (outside of my will, desire and emotions); I am He! To declare my love for Christ is to declare my love for the only reality inside of me. The illusion of the mind (and it is an illusion) is merely a bauble, a trinket. Certainly, this realm is where His (my) enemy dwells. He dwells here, on the earth. This is why I am infused with the Triune, because "Heaven is a place on Earth." His kingdom belongs to us. Why else would he have created us? He needed a counterpart, just as he gave us a counterpart (each other). He hides, so we have each other, and we are infused with His Son. The link between the Creator and his creation is through His Son: indirect communication, a communion with the source and reality of all positive things. My flesh is a shadow of Christ! Thank Him, for there is reality locked within this decaying arrangement of dirt.
This knowledge is but a parable; the Holy Bible, too. The omnipotent, omnipresent, and omnicient God is a wellhouse of raw abstracts that manifest in simplicity for us to draw upon, spontaneously. This is how we learn. This is how we are straightened... with FIRE! Amen! Now, I know why anarchy has always made more sense to me than the laws that try to bind us: because I'm a good person; because no one learns to do anything but fear by the angry voice of any father... but that voice is a necessity for the faithless. Otherwise, the chaos of the galaxy would destroy us, because chaos would abide in our minds, and we would be deceived into believing that it has any place in our hearts.