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What an interesting mind exploding weekend, ill tell ya a bit about it today & all the neet stuff i got WOOT.
On Friday i got of work & got picked up by phil from work & we crazed around we dropped tabby of at her uni pub crawl & ten we went back to my place to chill & do some heavy gaming :P we played UT 2003 death match for a long time both keeping a pretty good pace with each other, after w while we got board an riped out the warhammer 40k & played a few matches of Dawn of War, during this hole time phil was msg tabby & back an forth, in the end we got the call to head out to wear they wear, we ended up in leedervill pub & hotel on oxford street.
We ended up taking a couple of tab friend’s back to wear they wear getting a lift, that was all good in all it was a fairly laxed night but fun still. That night kat was out at her friend's Emily they apparently drunk 1 bottle of tequila and more other crap & got messed up way to much so on sat she wasn't in a good mood & wasn't well at all :( dam her.
Saturday i met up with scratch in the morning at the train station & we hanged around an chatted a while waiting for any other's that might turn up to town on time. kat Turned up & at first seemed fine yet said she was still drunk & lol haven't we all done that before lol.
We hung around for a while & then started browsing around at red stripe first, had a look to see if they had anything interesting & new.. but there wasn’t much there that maid me wanna leap out with joy but there was some nice shirtz i considered, so we trailed over to mame *grins* my personal fav , good company & usually great clothing & accessories, we browsed around & in the end kat & scratch wear both complaining about the emptiness of there stomachs so we got some kfc , *gasps* ZOMG i had kfc.. i feel so guilty now lol but it was so fucking good !
in the end black quill gave me a call & asked me to come in for my tattoo early as they had had a cancellation we heeded up there. *mind you this entire time kat gave me hell , she was in a bad mood , & decided that she didn’t like me anymore , i got shit of her all day & i swear to god i tried literally everything to make her feel better even tot he point of missing my dam tat an going home*
So we got to black quill & some modding was required of my design due to size & front, in the end when all party wear happy with the design kat the artist at BQ started work, i must say the howl experience was amazing. the pain was great, especially the fill it felt like a warm feeling it was great, im defiantly going ahead with my plans now & im going to get my other Tattoo's done ASAP, So scratch left he had to work eventually & kat stayed . she was more scared of my tat that i was lol, & then my sister-Caitlin & her bf Scott came to see me get it done. all in all it was a great experience & im glad that the majority of the people i care about bothered to come experience it with me.
My tattoo
My new pants’ :P
After the tattoo was finished , **& i loved it sooo much** we went to wild locks to get some pantz , i got some red & black ripper pants YAY. i wuv em soooo much . they are the rave type so they flair out at the bottom WOOT !!!.
After that Catlin an scott had a b-day party to go to so they shot of an i was left with kat, i lover he to death but she was such a sad sack.. i comforted her as best i could & we went home, it felt like the trip home lasted forever. we got home i tried to make her feel better , but she just wouldn't budge.
After that evening of pain, i am afraid. & forever hurt, i am no longer sure what is happening with me an kat, as she seem's to be falling in & ot of love with me or at least becoming sop sad that seh just cant be bothered... she said to me she doesn’t feel anything for me any longer an she dosnt see the point. it hurt bad. i isn’t sure wear thing’s are going now as thing are still on uneasy terms she apologized an said she is just all messed up & dost know what to do. but i am fucked on.. i dont know what to do i love her so dam much i just want her to feel better and be happy. i know she loves me inside but something is eating at her. & i know i love her inside no buts at all.. im there for her & i love her.
Well after all that shit & kinda making up she agreed & i need to go out an blow some steam so i went to sIn with philz an tab *nods* it was a great night tho it was laxing in the stimulant area *smiles* i ended up walking around for a bit with 2 or so Smirnoff's blacks *giggles* i got a little plasted. but it was a good night . & i got a lot of complements on my goggles & pants & my tattoo *cheers* infact a lot of people commented i was kinda drunk an scared. lol but it was nice to talk to lots of new people . *hugz randoms* & i finally said hi to drk fetish lol dam her stylz are l33t !
i danced like the crazy man i am for a long time & eventually phil actually dragged me of the floor to leave :( dam him lol but it was a good night. im glad i went as it cheered me up a fair bit.
Overall it was an ok weekend it had its pits of nothing & its towering peeks. But as is life the eternal torment the never ending teat m the muse of life, so I wish it was not so but life is what we
On Friday i got of work & got picked up by phil from work & we crazed around we dropped tabby of at her uni pub crawl & ten we went back to my place to chill & do some heavy gaming :P we played UT 2003 death match for a long time both keeping a pretty good pace with each other, after w while we got board an riped out the warhammer 40k & played a few matches of Dawn of War, during this hole time phil was msg tabby & back an forth, in the end we got the call to head out to wear they wear, we ended up in leedervill pub & hotel on oxford street.
We ended up taking a couple of tab friend’s back to wear they wear getting a lift, that was all good in all it was a fairly laxed night but fun still. That night kat was out at her friend's Emily they apparently drunk 1 bottle of tequila and more other crap & got messed up way to much so on sat she wasn't in a good mood & wasn't well at all :( dam her.
Saturday i met up with scratch in the morning at the train station & we hanged around an chatted a while waiting for any other's that might turn up to town on time. kat Turned up & at first seemed fine yet said she was still drunk & lol haven't we all done that before lol.
We hung around for a while & then started browsing around at red stripe first, had a look to see if they had anything interesting & new.. but there wasn’t much there that maid me wanna leap out with joy but there was some nice shirtz i considered, so we trailed over to mame *grins* my personal fav , good company & usually great clothing & accessories, we browsed around & in the end kat & scratch wear both complaining about the emptiness of there stomachs so we got some kfc , *gasps* ZOMG i had kfc.. i feel so guilty now lol but it was so fucking good !
in the end black quill gave me a call & asked me to come in for my tattoo early as they had had a cancellation we heeded up there. *mind you this entire time kat gave me hell , she was in a bad mood , & decided that she didn’t like me anymore , i got shit of her all day & i swear to god i tried literally everything to make her feel better even tot he point of missing my dam tat an going home*
So we got to black quill & some modding was required of my design due to size & front, in the end when all party wear happy with the design kat the artist at BQ started work, i must say the howl experience was amazing. the pain was great, especially the fill it felt like a warm feeling it was great, im defiantly going ahead with my plans now & im going to get my other Tattoo's done ASAP, So scratch left he had to work eventually & kat stayed . she was more scared of my tat that i was lol, & then my sister-Caitlin & her bf Scott came to see me get it done. all in all it was a great experience & im glad that the majority of the people i care about bothered to come experience it with me.
My tattoo
My new pants’ :P
After the tattoo was finished , **& i loved it sooo much** we went to wild locks to get some pantz , i got some red & black ripper pants YAY. i wuv em soooo much . they are the rave type so they flair out at the bottom WOOT !!!.
After that Catlin an scott had a b-day party to go to so they shot of an i was left with kat, i lover he to death but she was such a sad sack.. i comforted her as best i could & we went home, it felt like the trip home lasted forever. we got home i tried to make her feel better , but she just wouldn't budge.
After that evening of pain, i am afraid. & forever hurt, i am no longer sure what is happening with me an kat, as she seem's to be falling in & ot of love with me or at least becoming sop sad that seh just cant be bothered... she said to me she doesn’t feel anything for me any longer an she dosnt see the point. it hurt bad. i isn’t sure wear thing’s are going now as thing are still on uneasy terms she apologized an said she is just all messed up & dost know what to do. but i am fucked on.. i dont know what to do i love her so dam much i just want her to feel better and be happy. i know she loves me inside but something is eating at her. & i know i love her inside no buts at all.. im there for her & i love her.
Well after all that shit & kinda making up she agreed & i need to go out an blow some steam so i went to sIn with philz an tab *nods* it was a great night tho it was laxing in the stimulant area *smiles* i ended up walking around for a bit with 2 or so Smirnoff's blacks *giggles* i got a little plasted. but it was a good night . & i got a lot of complements on my goggles & pants & my tattoo *cheers* infact a lot of people commented i was kinda drunk an scared. lol but it was nice to talk to lots of new people . *hugz randoms* & i finally said hi to drk fetish lol dam her stylz are l33t !
i danced like the crazy man i am for a long time & eventually phil actually dragged me of the floor to leave :( dam him lol but it was a good night. im glad i went as it cheered me up a fair bit.
Overall it was an ok weekend it had its pits of nothing & its towering peeks. But as is life the eternal torment the never ending teat m the muse of life, so I wish it was not so but life is what we