Jun 10, 2005 02:00
I just don't understand how I betrayed you by befriending a person that you hate. I thought it would be fine as long as I didn't bring her around or even talk about her. I wanted to avoid trouble, and I know being her friend has created exactly what I try so hard to avoid. I knew that there would be some sort of trouble but not to the extent that you took it! I don't hate you and I don't hate her, hell I don't hate anyone and that's what I want to point out most of all! I'll try never to hate anyone, I'll try and forgive, and sometimes that seems hard, maybe even impossible. But I try my hardest to practice what I preach. I'm not asking to be in the band again or for you to forgive her, I just want to know if there will ever be a chance where we will get over this break in the road and become friends again...I don't like hatred between friends. Especially how close we got in those few weeks. So all I ask is that someday we'll get back to chillen again like we used to. Cause regardless of what you think I'm still your friend and I'm still here for yah as cheesy as it might sound...