my confession
yay for "living single" it kind of sucks but I think that this is exactly what I needed... some alone time...not saying she took up a lot of my time... but when I was alone I'd feel bad for not being with her... and that wasn't her doing that was my craziness. I do love the girl.. I'm just not in the Girlfriend state right now... I'm pretty preoccupied with school and Malander... and I don't think it would be fair for a girl of Elena's stature to have to suffer second to music.. she deserves someone who would be more devoted to her... it'll probably kill me to see her with another guy.. but I don't expect her to wait up for me..so if she does find someone else... I'm happy for her...I'm just glad to say that she was my first real true love... and if this counts for anything no one can take that away from her... You will always be in my heart Lena.. I'm sorry it had to be this way.. but its high school... we have the rest of our lives ahead of us... don't worry...