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having horrible luck with my car. So many bad things at once I'd rather not even break out the list. Hilights include: falling glass breaking my windshield and my car getting booted outside of my jiu jitsu class. I've never been known for my good luck.
came to terms with gabe being gone. It was just so sudden and he was so young, I never would have seen it coming. In spite of all the horrible things happening right now, I've still managed to stay alcohol and drug free. Every meal I eat has to be cooked, and is made of real food; the only thing that's frozen is the meat.
my mother isn't speaking to me. That kind of felt like the last straw. Apparently we're on a one month break. I thought it was kind of funny if only because it seems like such a highschool girlfriend thing to do. If anything it has allowed me to rely more on my relationship with my father, which is neat considering not three years ago there simply wasn't one.
a suggestion made to me has me now contemplating possibly enlisting in the air force. In the beginning the money wouldn't be that great, but the benefits are rediculous. Not to mention finally being able to see the world.
I could very easily be a firefighter for the airforce and then transition to civilian after my enlistment is up. The one thing stopping me is the friends that I've made here in richmond. If it weren't for a very select few, the decision would be no problem at all. I'm going to go speak with a recruiter later this week.
came to terms with gabe being gone. It was just so sudden and he was so young, I never would have seen it coming. In spite of all the horrible things happening right now, I've still managed to stay alcohol and drug free. Every meal I eat has to be cooked, and is made of real food; the only thing that's frozen is the meat.
my mother isn't speaking to me. That kind of felt like the last straw. Apparently we're on a one month break. I thought it was kind of funny if only because it seems like such a highschool girlfriend thing to do. If anything it has allowed me to rely more on my relationship with my father, which is neat considering not three years ago there simply wasn't one.
a suggestion made to me has me now contemplating possibly enlisting in the air force. In the beginning the money wouldn't be that great, but the benefits are rediculous. Not to mention finally being able to see the world.
I could very easily be a firefighter for the airforce and then transition to civilian after my enlistment is up. The one thing stopping me is the friends that I've made here in richmond. If it weren't for a very select few, the decision would be no problem at all. I'm going to go speak with a recruiter later this week.