devon

[sinsofmyfather]

incoherency

it's like being on a huge bed, covered in a gigantic sheet.
i crawl one way and find her there,
in all her lack of sanity, so attractive in her chaos
lust is like an virus, i want want to deploy immunoglobulins upon it
search for some sincerity, bite love from healthy flesh
but at this disatnce my teeth won't reach.
((i'm going to come up to santa cruz and steal you))

i'm fighting adulthood by remaining idle.
self-loathing fueled by lack of passion, lack of commitment
how long have i been this down on myself?
years.
familiarity is an issue.
cannot mistake idleness for ebb and flow.
can no longer misconstrue perception.
will not stick unless repeated.
like a
nail
into
your
headddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd

hahahahahahahahaha
laugh in triumph over insurmountable odds