[011] This Week
I've had a rather long and tiring week. I suppose there are times when one's excitment should come in moderation as well. Take note that, while adventure and danger may seem worthwhile. Simple calm and reflective days are always of use.
((OOC: Just warning that these are Seymour's reactions to Characters, not players. I just want to make sure and I certainly don't want to hurt anyone's feelings. I loves you all, just Seymour makes a horrid drunken-jerk.))
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Now that I’ve had about.. oh.. four or five glasses of wine now. I’m good and ready to get some things off of my chest. It hasn’t been my week or… lifetime for that matter. Not that I really care, one more drop in the bucket, doesn’t matter to me. Speaking of buckets… I’ll need to put one by the bed for the massive hangover that awaits me in the morning.
I suppose the person I should start off with is Jenova. Dear dear Jenova. Why can’t things be as they were before? When it was just you and I ? Not.. your 50 some-odd children tagging along and fucking with my very existence. You know had I only known you in the past I could have given you the most well behaved and beautiful children. I would have seen to it they knew how to behave and that they were given the best of formal instruction. I would have raised our perfect race! Well unfortunately one cannot go and change the past. If only I could I would have never allowed many to live that have happened to cross me now. I certainly would have advised Jenova better to not allow Xemnas to sire those brats.
Kadaj.. I think I hate him the most. He’s all the negative aspects of Xemnas. All of that whining and mewling over “mother”. They both allow her to control every aspect of their being. It’s rather pathetic. I know the truth, she may be powerful, but she is not goddess. My whipping of the little snot should have shown him that much. Did mother protect you from the mean Maester? Did she appear from the heavens and smite me? NO! You got your punishment handed to you properly by the power of SIN! You should think hard before you face me again. You distract yourself by your useless blitherings on false gods.
I don’t so much mind the brother… Yazoo. He just tends to be wasted potential, following after his brother like a drone. If he would listen to his mother better and perhaps.. seek guidance from me.. I could set him on a proper path.
I will say I have no negative things to say about the oldest.. Sephiroth. His mindjournal entries are a little.. cryptic, but his attitude is rather pleasing to me. Seems to be the only child that has any wits about him.
Loz is a twit and waste of good procreation. Trying to come into my temple and then intimidate me? You must be joking. I could have merely snapped his neck if it wasn’t for the fact that he is Jenova’s. I certainly wouldn’t want her to be upset, I suppose. Though none would be wiser if I had buried him in the temple-yard that night, I doubt he would have grown anything decent from that useless corpse anyways. He’s a fool to tamper with things that are not his. Taking advantage of drunken women, I suppose that is his only means of getting his desires. How sad. Well I suppose not everyone can be as completely perfect as I.
Though things have started to repair with Xemnas and I, I think that he still wastes many a potentially good moment being dragged down by his.. Organization. I’m sure he means well, but we can only play House and Makebelieve for so long. Honestly, he would do better to align himself with my goals and needs and see that his lackeys are merely the stupid alley-puppies you see in the streets. They bark and bark and make a fuss, but in the end you can simply kick them off and they whimper behind the dumpster. Which is where all of them belong.
Speaking of pups, that Praetor. Yevon help me if I die! The temple would fall into complete and utter ruin! He’s so.. simpering and pathetic. I could thump him in the head and he wouldn’t know any better. He does have his smarts and I will give him that, but attitude and personality, I find myself far too dominating over him. I would like my staff and future heads to have some sort of back bone. I suppose he’s just one of those ..good souls? I don’t know. Probably just a clueless fop, he obviously didn’t realize how embarrassing it was to have to control those heathens that were talking about having intimate affairs with one another. Yevon bless, save us all the roaring stomach aches of reading your ignorant prattle.
Speaking of ignorant prattle over those mindjournals, what is with this Kuja fellow and the bird metaphors? That’s cute and clever for 5 year olds, but rather unamusing all the same. A sea gull? How can I be compared to a sea gull? Was he making fun of my hair!? Because that’s rather juvenile if that is the case!
I suppose I could speak of my love life. Or rather the lack of it. There is Beatrix, but after the incident with Loz it only further points out that I was probably lacking in thought when I choose to use her. But she begs for me and while that is rather fun, I can’t have things that belong to me going off and laying about with other men. What is mine, is mine. I won’t have other’s touching my things. I am concerned about some other fellow she was talking to in her mindjournal, I will not play games. Does she think herself so wise as to go about acting like a fool in such a way that she gets herself hurt? If she is wanting of me so much she should have come to me in her hour of whatever simple and redundant need she is always after.
There is one bright spec though… one tiny hope. Yuna. When I saw her this week it was as though I could push all of these terrible feelings aside. She is light and breath to me and if anything the perfect vessel in my final ritual to SIN. I pray that she will be able to sort out her thoughts… to come to me. If not, then we must take the difficult path. I am prepared to fight to gain what is rightfully mine.
Who do these backwater ingrates think I am? I am Seymour Guado and I will not put up with any further hesitations in my plans. Those who wish to oppose me from now on will face forces that will be beyond their comprehension. I swear this by the stars that burn beneath the clouds. They make mock me with their light… but by the gods I will see this city be swallowed by the darkness of SIN.
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...I miss you Red.
((OOC: Just warning that these are Seymour's reactions to Characters, not players. I just want to make sure and I certainly don't want to hurt anyone's feelings. I loves you all, just Seymour makes a horrid drunken-jerk.))
[private]
Now that I’ve had about.. oh.. four or five glasses of wine now. I’m good and ready to get some things off of my chest. It hasn’t been my week or… lifetime for that matter. Not that I really care, one more drop in the bucket, doesn’t matter to me. Speaking of buckets… I’ll need to put one by the bed for the massive hangover that awaits me in the morning.
I suppose the person I should start off with is Jenova. Dear dear Jenova. Why can’t things be as they were before? When it was just you and I ? Not.. your 50 some-odd children tagging along and fucking with my very existence. You know had I only known you in the past I could have given you the most well behaved and beautiful children. I would have seen to it they knew how to behave and that they were given the best of formal instruction. I would have raised our perfect race! Well unfortunately one cannot go and change the past. If only I could I would have never allowed many to live that have happened to cross me now. I certainly would have advised Jenova better to not allow Xemnas to sire those brats.
Kadaj.. I think I hate him the most. He’s all the negative aspects of Xemnas. All of that whining and mewling over “mother”. They both allow her to control every aspect of their being. It’s rather pathetic. I know the truth, she may be powerful, but she is not goddess. My whipping of the little snot should have shown him that much. Did mother protect you from the mean Maester? Did she appear from the heavens and smite me? NO! You got your punishment handed to you properly by the power of SIN! You should think hard before you face me again. You distract yourself by your useless blitherings on false gods.
I don’t so much mind the brother… Yazoo. He just tends to be wasted potential, following after his brother like a drone. If he would listen to his mother better and perhaps.. seek guidance from me.. I could set him on a proper path.
I will say I have no negative things to say about the oldest.. Sephiroth. His mindjournal entries are a little.. cryptic, but his attitude is rather pleasing to me. Seems to be the only child that has any wits about him.
Loz is a twit and waste of good procreation. Trying to come into my temple and then intimidate me? You must be joking. I could have merely snapped his neck if it wasn’t for the fact that he is Jenova’s. I certainly wouldn’t want her to be upset, I suppose. Though none would be wiser if I had buried him in the temple-yard that night, I doubt he would have grown anything decent from that useless corpse anyways. He’s a fool to tamper with things that are not his. Taking advantage of drunken women, I suppose that is his only means of getting his desires. How sad. Well I suppose not everyone can be as completely perfect as I.
Though things have started to repair with Xemnas and I, I think that he still wastes many a potentially good moment being dragged down by his.. Organization. I’m sure he means well, but we can only play House and Makebelieve for so long. Honestly, he would do better to align himself with my goals and needs and see that his lackeys are merely the stupid alley-puppies you see in the streets. They bark and bark and make a fuss, but in the end you can simply kick them off and they whimper behind the dumpster. Which is where all of them belong.
Speaking of pups, that Praetor. Yevon help me if I die! The temple would fall into complete and utter ruin! He’s so.. simpering and pathetic. I could thump him in the head and he wouldn’t know any better. He does have his smarts and I will give him that, but attitude and personality, I find myself far too dominating over him. I would like my staff and future heads to have some sort of back bone. I suppose he’s just one of those ..good souls? I don’t know. Probably just a clueless fop, he obviously didn’t realize how embarrassing it was to have to control those heathens that were talking about having intimate affairs with one another. Yevon bless, save us all the roaring stomach aches of reading your ignorant prattle.
Speaking of ignorant prattle over those mindjournals, what is with this Kuja fellow and the bird metaphors? That’s cute and clever for 5 year olds, but rather unamusing all the same. A sea gull? How can I be compared to a sea gull? Was he making fun of my hair!? Because that’s rather juvenile if that is the case!
I suppose I could speak of my love life. Or rather the lack of it. There is Beatrix, but after the incident with Loz it only further points out that I was probably lacking in thought when I choose to use her. But she begs for me and while that is rather fun, I can’t have things that belong to me going off and laying about with other men. What is mine, is mine. I won’t have other’s touching my things. I am concerned about some other fellow she was talking to in her mindjournal, I will not play games. Does she think herself so wise as to go about acting like a fool in such a way that she gets herself hurt? If she is wanting of me so much she should have come to me in her hour of whatever simple and redundant need she is always after.
There is one bright spec though… one tiny hope. Yuna. When I saw her this week it was as though I could push all of these terrible feelings aside. She is light and breath to me and if anything the perfect vessel in my final ritual to SIN. I pray that she will be able to sort out her thoughts… to come to me. If not, then we must take the difficult path. I am prepared to fight to gain what is rightfully mine.
Who do these backwater ingrates think I am? I am Seymour Guado and I will not put up with any further hesitations in my plans. Those who wish to oppose me from now on will face forces that will be beyond their comprehension. I swear this by the stars that burn beneath the clouds. They make mock me with their light… but by the gods I will see this city be swallowed by the darkness of SIN.
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...I miss you Red.