love is...
i'm not entrirely sure what it is, but it's interesting if nothing else. life has been ridiculously crazy since i stepped off the plane from korea. seoul was GREAT. wicked fun time. as soon as i got home, a touring company with several friends of mine came into providence, along with several other related friends from out of town. they were around for about a week, lots of fun was had by all. threw a really fun bbq party, where friends from, very literally, every part of my life were there: high school, college, touring, providence theater, providence social life, new friends, old friends, including a woman i hadn't seen in 9 years and another i hadn't seen nor heard from in 2 years. awesome. couldnt have asked for a better gathering of people. pretty sure all that attended had a good time.
this past wednesday, i had an amazing night with autmnsshadow. lots of hanging out and lounging and things. ah, bliss.
then on thursday, my very good friend sparkle rolled into town and we headed for nyc. i miss that city so much. for a gal who ostensibly lives nowhere, i'm certainly a new yorker. sparkle and i got into the city late and found a good friend, who has recently become single. he and i have had this incredible sexual tension ever since we met like 5 years ago. we're both finally in a position to do something about it, and something i really didnt expect occurred...i wasn't really into it. we had a great night of hanging out and drinking, but then we went back to his place, i just wasn't in the mood for sleeping with him. i tried really hard to enjoy myself and just live in the moment, but couldn't get over the thought of having just left autmnsshadows arms that morning and how this friend of mine completely paled in comparison. it was pretty eye-opening and a bit frightening. i'm not dwelling on the fear, just noting it, mind you.
anyways, spent friday having lunch with two friends i havent seen in awhile, 2 very cool, very beautiful women in whose company sparkle was very happy to be. =) then sparkle and i went to ground zero, my first time going there. the energy very literally knocked the wind out of me. it was horrifying. i got very fidgety and it was hard to breathe. it wasnt good. then, we saw a really great show in the village, at the public, called "embedded". it's written and directed by, plus starring tim robbins (a friend of sparkle's). produced by the actor's gang from la, a theater group with whom sparkle worked while he lived there. we hung out with a few of the guys from the show afterwards (sans the celebrity) and closed down 2 nyc bars, ending the evening at 5am. it was a lovely drunken occasion. =)
got very little sleep, and hopped on a bus back to providence. had some great grilled salmon and scallops at my friend phonemonky's house and thats the weekend so far. besides the randomly wonderful and naughty text messages i recieved all weekend from a most beautiful and enchanting woman with whom i'm continuing to fall in love everyday. now, i can't wait to see her and the other love of my life next weekend. both in one weekend...yay! i love life and i love my girl and my boy more than i can possibly say...i couldn't ever imagine this much bliss if i tried. ahhhh...
this past wednesday, i had an amazing night with autmnsshadow. lots of hanging out and lounging and things. ah, bliss.
then on thursday, my very good friend sparkle rolled into town and we headed for nyc. i miss that city so much. for a gal who ostensibly lives nowhere, i'm certainly a new yorker. sparkle and i got into the city late and found a good friend, who has recently become single. he and i have had this incredible sexual tension ever since we met like 5 years ago. we're both finally in a position to do something about it, and something i really didnt expect occurred...i wasn't really into it. we had a great night of hanging out and drinking, but then we went back to his place, i just wasn't in the mood for sleeping with him. i tried really hard to enjoy myself and just live in the moment, but couldn't get over the thought of having just left autmnsshadows arms that morning and how this friend of mine completely paled in comparison. it was pretty eye-opening and a bit frightening. i'm not dwelling on the fear, just noting it, mind you.
anyways, spent friday having lunch with two friends i havent seen in awhile, 2 very cool, very beautiful women in whose company sparkle was very happy to be. =) then sparkle and i went to ground zero, my first time going there. the energy very literally knocked the wind out of me. it was horrifying. i got very fidgety and it was hard to breathe. it wasnt good. then, we saw a really great show in the village, at the public, called "embedded". it's written and directed by, plus starring tim robbins (a friend of sparkle's). produced by the actor's gang from la, a theater group with whom sparkle worked while he lived there. we hung out with a few of the guys from the show afterwards (sans the celebrity) and closed down 2 nyc bars, ending the evening at 5am. it was a lovely drunken occasion. =)
got very little sleep, and hopped on a bus back to providence. had some great grilled salmon and scallops at my friend phonemonky's house and thats the weekend so far. besides the randomly wonderful and naughty text messages i recieved all weekend from a most beautiful and enchanting woman with whom i'm continuing to fall in love everyday. now, i can't wait to see her and the other love of my life next weekend. both in one weekend...yay! i love life and i love my girl and my boy more than i can possibly say...i couldn't ever imagine this much bliss if i tried. ahhhh...