i NEED a day off!!!!
so work really sucked today. way too much studpidity and not enough accomplishment. i cant tell you the number of ridiculously inane and insipid conversations i was involved in. i gotta say, i have little faith right now in this road crew. granted, i had little faith in parts of my last crew and noone really got killed then. at least on this one everyone is communicating, whether that means bitching and moaning and yelling and then later apologizing over beer or whatever, at least its something. and at least all therse people are well intentioned, good people, thats kinda nice. but i just get very frustrated when i feel like im not being listened to, when i actually have intelligent, useful input. its interesting that i feel like ive been getting more respect from the corporate bigwigs around here than my own crew, which is weird. its actually a fairly long, barely intelligible story that ill have to start at the beginning at some point, but not tonight. i'm exhausted. i cant wait for sunday, my first day off in 2 weeks, and itll be in florida! thank christ a whole day off!!! theres guster playing on the tv in the lobby near this room, i can hear it from here. i love hotels with free internet access. i just had a lovely conversation with my friend mccoy about life and work and memories and stuff. hes going to be my sanity andsaving grace on this tour i think. well, him and the really hot dancer who's constantly touching me and hugging me and stuff at work...i need to get to know her better. =) anyways, i digress. =) i must sleep now. long day of loading out ahead...