love life
hmmm lets see.......well 1 girl, she used to like me but i fucked up and now she likes another guy and im off to the side, she wouldnt ever say that but i know its true......so do a few of her friends.
girl 2. shes a year below me, problem 1, and she is taken by another guy, 2 problems with her
girl 3 she hardly even knows i exist, unless she wants something, and im helpless to resist
girl 4 shes taken by another guy, she says she likes me so ill prolly wait for her, she reacons not too long
girl 5 shes also taken by another guy, but we would never be together properly, shes just a fuck buddy
girl 6 shes in love and with another guy
girl 7 i love her, always have, but i dont think we will ever be together
girl 8 shes too close of a friend for me to even try it
girl 9....fuck the list just goes on to about 14........so yeah ill leave it be at this. every one thinks im the shit when it comes to love and relation ships, but in reality it comes down to this, for every realtion ship i have there are about 10-15 that dont work or never even lift of the ground.
so welcome to my time of solitude wish it would change real quick, but yeah ohh well.....
ahh but the first hurts the most....of corse, thus why its listed first. she liked me since uuuu...say november, but yeah i went to ummmmm, a party with her, thought she was ignoring me for half the night and kiised one of her friends, and fell asleep in bed with her, nothing happened but that doesnt stop people thinking stuff did, but yeah i guess thats the price i pay.
so now she likes this other guy and i got no way to fix it.
wow all this i have to live with. solitude, created by me, but when will it end, my lonliness must depart.
girl 2. shes a year below me, problem 1, and she is taken by another guy, 2 problems with her
girl 3 she hardly even knows i exist, unless she wants something, and im helpless to resist
girl 4 shes taken by another guy, she says she likes me so ill prolly wait for her, she reacons not too long
girl 5 shes also taken by another guy, but we would never be together properly, shes just a fuck buddy
girl 6 shes in love and with another guy
girl 7 i love her, always have, but i dont think we will ever be together
girl 8 shes too close of a friend for me to even try it
girl 9....fuck the list just goes on to about 14........so yeah ill leave it be at this. every one thinks im the shit when it comes to love and relation ships, but in reality it comes down to this, for every realtion ship i have there are about 10-15 that dont work or never even lift of the ground.
so welcome to my time of solitude wish it would change real quick, but yeah ohh well.....
ahh but the first hurts the most....of corse, thus why its listed first. she liked me since uuuu...say november, but yeah i went to ummmmm, a party with her, thought she was ignoring me for half the night and kiised one of her friends, and fell asleep in bed with her, nothing happened but that doesnt stop people thinking stuff did, but yeah i guess thats the price i pay.
so now she likes this other guy and i got no way to fix it.
wow all this i have to live with. solitude, created by me, but when will it end, my lonliness must depart.