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I have to go down to springfield to train tomorrow night. Yes I am going a hour and a half away to train. I guess people do crazy things when it's worth it. This is not in anyway bashing or talking shit about the NGW. But I am so excited about working somewhere else. I have worked for over a year here and never really got anything for it, other than a few good friends and satisfaction of loving what i do. But just knowing that I am getting 10 whole dollars for wrestling down there has made me so excited. It never use to bother me about not getting paid at NGW but as of late with certain things going on I feel that an effort would be nice. some might say that I need to put forth more effort but why? I bust my ass in the ring during my matches trying to do the best that I can and not blow spots and not fuck anything up. But after the show and before the show I am not motivated to do anything. I set up what I have to and I tear down what I have to, even though there is a lot more that I could be doing I choose not to and I know this. But I honestly feel why should I care about something that doesn't really care about me? The knoxville show should be great. I really looking forward to working with 4 sides of a ring. Should be a good time and a really good show.
Well off of the wrestling subject. I have made a couple bad decisions lately when it comes to girls. I'm not saying that i regret anything cause a wise little red head told me once never to regret anything you do and I agree with her. I'm just saying I should have known better. The only thing i feel bad for is before the girl walked home to washington from chris's house. The bitch stole my lighter so I have to light my cigarettes on the stove. so if I'm upstairs I have to go downstairs to light one. but since I'm trying to quit and I'm lazy I don't go downstairs very often.
Well off of the wrestling subject. I have made a couple bad decisions lately when it comes to girls. I'm not saying that i regret anything cause a wise little red head told me once never to regret anything you do and I agree with her. I'm just saying I should have known better. The only thing i feel bad for is before the girl walked home to washington from chris's house. The bitch stole my lighter so I have to light my cigarettes on the stove. so if I'm upstairs I have to go downstairs to light one. but since I'm trying to quit and I'm lazy I don't go downstairs very often.