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Erin comes. Three days.
Well, three and a half.
But still good :)
Ok, I'm in a philosophical mood but dont really want to share it all, not with anyone. I'll let a little out, shall I? Not much, though. Just enough to make me feel better :) Yeah, thats a good idea. My second ever LJ cut, coming up, folks...
Sometimes I wonder how it is, that love comes with pain, every single time...but never the other way around.
When is it, that while your in pain you feel love?
I've never felt it.
Have you?
I didnt think so.
When retreat is not an option
And remorse just ain't your style
There must be something left to do
Because every tragedy is a comedy
Unless you're the victim
Then you're just another monkey in the zoo
I've had an okay day, usually I'd be thrilled but now I'm tired and I dont know why but there is blood on one side of my face. I'm trying to figure out where it came from but I cant seem to find any possible place. Odd, isnt it?
Oh well.
Why is it that all I see is pain, when all there is to feel is joy? Why is it that I cant see myself having a future, when there is so much to live for? Why is it, that I cant see myself living, even three days from now? Why is it, that while everyone else appears so sorted in life, I sit here and wonder where I am? Why is it, that when your in love it seems like its everything that matters, but when your back in reality, it seems like some corny joke a bunch of highschool kids play on each other? Why is it, that when your in love the joke seems funny, hell, everything seems funny, but when your living REAL life, its anything but?
The only thing that makes me feel even a little bit better, as I sit here wishing I had someone - anyone - to talk to, is that all those people who are in love, they just dont realise how damn lucky they are.
Another perfect catastrophe
Is just waiting to happen
Waiting for the moment to transpire
Another perfect catastrophe
Is just dying to go down
It's only looking for the
Perfect place and time - Perfect Catastrophe, Firewater
Thats my rant. Not much of a rant, more random lyrics and one of my random jumbled thought trains, but thought it better to go in an LJ cut than have it lying open for all the world to see.
Okay, I feel better now :)
Well, three and a half.
But still good :)
Ok, I'm in a philosophical mood but dont really want to share it all, not with anyone. I'll let a little out, shall I? Not much, though. Just enough to make me feel better :) Yeah, thats a good idea. My second ever LJ cut, coming up, folks...
Sometimes I wonder how it is, that love comes with pain, every single time...but never the other way around.
When is it, that while your in pain you feel love?
I've never felt it.
Have you?
I didnt think so.
When retreat is not an option
And remorse just ain't your style
There must be something left to do
Because every tragedy is a comedy
Unless you're the victim
Then you're just another monkey in the zoo
I've had an okay day, usually I'd be thrilled but now I'm tired and I dont know why but there is blood on one side of my face. I'm trying to figure out where it came from but I cant seem to find any possible place. Odd, isnt it?
Oh well.
Why is it that all I see is pain, when all there is to feel is joy? Why is it that I cant see myself having a future, when there is so much to live for? Why is it, that I cant see myself living, even three days from now? Why is it, that while everyone else appears so sorted in life, I sit here and wonder where I am? Why is it, that when your in love it seems like its everything that matters, but when your back in reality, it seems like some corny joke a bunch of highschool kids play on each other? Why is it, that when your in love the joke seems funny, hell, everything seems funny, but when your living REAL life, its anything but?
The only thing that makes me feel even a little bit better, as I sit here wishing I had someone - anyone - to talk to, is that all those people who are in love, they just dont realise how damn lucky they are.
Another perfect catastrophe
Is just waiting to happen
Waiting for the moment to transpire
Another perfect catastrophe
Is just dying to go down
It's only looking for the
Perfect place and time - Perfect Catastrophe, Firewater
Thats my rant. Not much of a rant, more random lyrics and one of my random jumbled thought trains, but thought it better to go in an LJ cut than have it lying open for all the world to see.
Okay, I feel better now :)