Mar 18, 2008 20:15
I have been talking to liam, we even had lunch together, where i cried through most of it. I'm trying to move on, and paige and jessie have been great at keeping me occupied, but i just cant seem to kick it. I dont want to date but this really great guy is talking to me now, but I cant seem to make myself be attracted to him. My mind is like "remember you are not aloud to like other guys" so I have to get that fixed.
I sent in my info to get my instructors lisence but I need to get it before march 31, and im kinda cutting it close, so i hope it works so i can have a job this summer.
speaking of jobs, I started my new one at harrington hosp. I work as a secretary in rehab. I actually have to dress up and stuff. its crazy, ive never had a real job where i work behind a desk before, its always been waitressing or working with horses.
I think I am okay with the breakup, for now. But who knows. These days emotions come and go like the wind.