shit im tweakin out n im not even on anything yet
a month without doing anything n then all of the sudden im gonna start up with some new shit...im madd scared and i dont know what to do. it made me happy when i first heard it then my sense kicked in n im like...WTF AM I THINKING????... aw man, and now i cant reach anyone. the only good thing is that cv n d said theyd be there so i dont die. hopefully it wont kill them either. ah god, idunno what id do if theyd die. shit y am i thinking about this??? AAAAAAAAAA even bud was easier to accept...jesus i dunno what this shit even IS! why am i so fucking stupid??? jesus, and im getting 20 grams of it... FUCK.... im gonna die...yupp say bye to mavis u guys cuz shes gonna die and go to hell....fuck me this sucks...i think im panicking again...o fuck i forgot...ugh i gotta stop takin the happy pills for a bit so i dont TOTALLY burn out. im so scared im so scared im so scared....what am i gonna do? somebody help me