Drunken honesty...please do yourself the favor of ignoring me

Dec 01, 2008 01:32

I'm listening to this song. I d/l it after hearing it on the gears of war commercial, plus it's in the opening of little miss sunshine. Love that movie. But yeah, listening to it even though it's making me cry. Thank god for white russians.

Let's see...I got up early..well I fell asleep though I didn't want to and got up at 3:30am on black friday. I was trying to get a ps3 that came with a game and blueray movie. I had an hours drive though I made it 40 minutes. I was too far back in line to get one anyway. I bought the ps3 alone from another store later. I shopped from 4:30am-11am. Got a hdtv as well. And another game for the Wii. Whatever, spending money makes me happy. Like someone else I know. I ordered metal gear solid 4 from amazon. It should come tomorrow...or today rather. So I'll waste time playing that for the next few weeks...i really don't know anymore. Why am i here? Why won't god end this painful thing known as existence? I really shouldn't upadate this thing after drinking. It makes me too honest. I kinda hate christmas now. I'm dying a virgin, I'm going to hell. These things are all but a certainty. I want something very very bad to happen to me cuz I know I can't do it myself. I'm passing out now. Love to anyone who actually still reads this.

I took off work from christmas - jan. 3rd or whatever...idk why. I'll probably just spend it in my room getting drunk.
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