good bye for now maybe not forever....
I wish I was fucking dead.. Everyone would be happier without me here.. I have to go. I have to leave here. all I do is pis everyone off. everyone hates me.. they say they care but no one ever helps me out.. I needed help I needed a friend to talk to.. did anyone ask if I was ok NO.. I would be better dead and no one would know the difference. no one would ever know I was gone. So to all my dear friends this is a good bye for now. Maybe I will find someone who can care to ask me what is going on.. maybe someone can lend me a shoulder to cry on.. I am so sick of always having to hide my tears I am sick of having to be the one who can't cry. I just wish I was dead. maybe wishes come true..... so for now.. I will cry and find endless sleep.............