gah
i hate this.
liking someone and not being able to tell anyone makes the horribly worst feeling ever.
i can't tell ANYONE. i don't think he even cares about me.
i know i'm insecure about these situations, but i'm scared of every aspect of this situation. and i'm scared of every scary feeling of every aspect of this situation.
how can you be afraid of fear?
i'm not sure, but it's how i feel.
i dont know, i just don't know.
i hate that jealous feeling when someone was in my place and everyone loved her and she left to australia and no one accepts me the way they accept her.
i hate jealousy, and i hate this feeling i have right now- whatever feeling that is. i can't take it.
liking someone and not being able to tell anyone makes the horribly worst feeling ever.
i can't tell ANYONE. i don't think he even cares about me.
i know i'm insecure about these situations, but i'm scared of every aspect of this situation. and i'm scared of every scary feeling of every aspect of this situation.
how can you be afraid of fear?
i'm not sure, but it's how i feel.
i dont know, i just don't know.
i hate that jealous feeling when someone was in my place and everyone loved her and she left to australia and no one accepts me the way they accept her.
i hate jealousy, and i hate this feeling i have right now- whatever feeling that is. i can't take it.