hurting
ok so it is 2am and i really dont want to leave tomarrow i want to stay here i dont want to go i want to stay with jamie it is going to kill me to say good bye to her i love her so much all i wanna do is cry and that is what i am doing as i type this she is upstair getting ready for bed i love her so much and it kills me to look at her and see that i am hurting her because i am leaving but i have to go i cant miss this we are allready short staffed so i have to go but dam i wish i met her before i signed the paper to go back so then i wouldnt go i would be here well i got to get going to bed