"Hope for the Best, but Prepare for the Worst."
Ok, time to do multiple things here so here it goes. A four month recovery since my last post, which wasn't much of anything but an exclamation.
Within the past four months, things have happened to such extreme measures that I know that my life and those that are involved will never be the same. I've gotten used to the fact that nothing small ever happens, my only concern is that people that I care about now are a part of that. That, has also generated a good amount of anger towards me and have really only myself to blame for one of these things. I hope that in time I can be forgiven for that.
I start college, another big thing that is going to drastically alter the way my life goes from here. The goal has been set and I'm going to gun for it, and try to let nothing get in my way.
I had some what of a falling out with the father, seems I was the last in that line, and moved from the small hick town I grew up in and moved to the city. I'm renting out a place thanks to my aunt and uncle, giving me a place to stay that is close to both home and my current job. Which is the next mention, as I finally have a real permanent job. I've actually had it for a month or two, but the point is that I'm back to the old grind again.
After Alex, I basically gave up on relationships and crawled into a hole. For about a year. That, has come to an end, as the situation has now gone and ended finally and things are starting to look up and go better in my life for once. If it sounds vague, that's because it's meant to be since I don't even know what's going on half the time. And I've stopped trying to, I just go with what comes now.
Found out that the car has ten more problems than I thought it did, and will have to get a new windshield, entire circulation system fixed ( the fans ), I still need a new side mirror that my step mom broke when she backed into my car. Yeah, it's still duct taped to the car. And I found out that I can now have the car insurance paid for through work, and since it will be taken out of my paycheck anyway I figure that this system will work just as good.
Had to change banks after 700 dollars of my money vanished, and they "couldn't find" three payroll checks I left in an overnight deposit box. So, now I have to go fill out god knows how many papers for the fraudulent withdraws and get my paychecks cashed.
I'm looking back into a motorcycle again, used this time as I'm not so big a fool to get a brand new one again. I'm still paying for that shit...
Sister got engaged to her boyfriend, they've been together over a year and he popped the question on Valentine's Day. Aw, how sweet. :: Spew. :: Don't get me wrong, I love my sister and wish her the best. I just have a 24 year bad standing history with that lame excuse of a holiday.
And... yeah, that's about it for now I guess. Oh yeah, one last thing. I was, and still am in love. That is all.
--Josh
Within the past four months, things have happened to such extreme measures that I know that my life and those that are involved will never be the same. I've gotten used to the fact that nothing small ever happens, my only concern is that people that I care about now are a part of that. That, has also generated a good amount of anger towards me and have really only myself to blame for one of these things. I hope that in time I can be forgiven for that.
I start college, another big thing that is going to drastically alter the way my life goes from here. The goal has been set and I'm going to gun for it, and try to let nothing get in my way.
I had some what of a falling out with the father, seems I was the last in that line, and moved from the small hick town I grew up in and moved to the city. I'm renting out a place thanks to my aunt and uncle, giving me a place to stay that is close to both home and my current job. Which is the next mention, as I finally have a real permanent job. I've actually had it for a month or two, but the point is that I'm back to the old grind again.
After Alex, I basically gave up on relationships and crawled into a hole. For about a year. That, has come to an end, as the situation has now gone and ended finally and things are starting to look up and go better in my life for once. If it sounds vague, that's because it's meant to be since I don't even know what's going on half the time. And I've stopped trying to, I just go with what comes now.
Found out that the car has ten more problems than I thought it did, and will have to get a new windshield, entire circulation system fixed ( the fans ), I still need a new side mirror that my step mom broke when she backed into my car. Yeah, it's still duct taped to the car. And I found out that I can now have the car insurance paid for through work, and since it will be taken out of my paycheck anyway I figure that this system will work just as good.
Had to change banks after 700 dollars of my money vanished, and they "couldn't find" three payroll checks I left in an overnight deposit box. So, now I have to go fill out god knows how many papers for the fraudulent withdraws and get my paychecks cashed.
I'm looking back into a motorcycle again, used this time as I'm not so big a fool to get a brand new one again. I'm still paying for that shit...
Sister got engaged to her boyfriend, they've been together over a year and he popped the question on Valentine's Day. Aw, how sweet. :: Spew. :: Don't get me wrong, I love my sister and wish her the best. I just have a 24 year bad standing history with that lame excuse of a holiday.
And... yeah, that's about it for now I guess. Oh yeah, one last thing. I was, and still am in love. That is all.
--Josh