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New year. New dreams. New goals. New music. New place. New classes. New opportunities. New games. New friends. New people. New worries. New questions. New moments. New mornings. New evenings. New desires. New Life.
It's been a long time since I've felt heartache. Not sure I've ever even had my heart broken until now. It's time to start fresh, start new, hope for the best intentions. Destroy nightmares and memories, and move on.
Instead of preparing an argument for my class on Tuesday, or studying for my math class tomorrow, I'm chillin in my dorm sitting indian style with my headphones in, making playlists that actually mean something. This summer illuminated my sense of music. I don't know if it was the fact that I was battling heartache, that I'd drive around, windows down, sunroof open, and blast music all day and night, or that I just induced a ridiculous amount of marijuana. God, I don't care what anyone says. Music always sounds incredible when you're high.
"Cause it takes a while to stop waiting up
To get over the need,
Your loss, wasting time with you.
But I'll take a life for you
To spend my life with you,
And in the end you always leave."
I forgot how livejournal used to be such a huge part of my life until just now.
It's been a long time since I've felt heartache. Not sure I've ever even had my heart broken until now. It's time to start fresh, start new, hope for the best intentions. Destroy nightmares and memories, and move on.
Instead of preparing an argument for my class on Tuesday, or studying for my math class tomorrow, I'm chillin in my dorm sitting indian style with my headphones in, making playlists that actually mean something. This summer illuminated my sense of music. I don't know if it was the fact that I was battling heartache, that I'd drive around, windows down, sunroof open, and blast music all day and night, or that I just induced a ridiculous amount of marijuana. God, I don't care what anyone says. Music always sounds incredible when you're high.
"Cause it takes a while to stop waiting up
To get over the need,
Your loss, wasting time with you.
But I'll take a life for you
To spend my life with you,
And in the end you always leave."
I forgot how livejournal used to be such a huge part of my life until just now.