I'm taking Joe's advice and venting in a live journal entry. If you can't take my endless ranting, there is a scroll-wheel on your mouse and/or screen for a reason
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If you were to have posted this last year, I would've sworn that you were reading my mind. When I read this, my heart began to ache because as you may know, I've experienced similar things and I know how terrible it feels and how it haunts you. I wish I had the chance to get to know you better but I can tell that you're such a strong person (especially if you dealt with Frank for 3 years haha).
"This too shall pass." I know it may seem cliche, but I've found that it's quite true. As cruel as it may seem, the world continues to turn, whether we want it to or not, and time passes, and though it may not seem like it, things will resolve. Life has a way of working things out and that's exactly what will happen. You will get a break from this and I'm sure it'll happen soon. I hope it happens soon - you really deserve to just lay back, relax, and breathe. Living with a past like that, it's not easy, and as shitty as it sounds, you're not going to forget it. But what I'm trying to say is it gets better.
I'm sorry for my rambling. I'm half awake but reading this really hit home. I truly hope for the best for you. As I said before, you most definitely deserve it.
thank you jamie, I really appreciated what you said. and it does feel reassuring to know that I'm not alone in this. as the song goes, "why am i dying to live, if i'm just living to die" but really, it's too entirely true. we're on this planet and we've gotta fight to stay alive, and the more we overcome, the stronger we get. it's getting there that's the hard part.
and aww, come on. frank isn't thaaaaat bad :) thank you again, girl. and when I told you I'd be there if you ever needed anything, regardless of me and frank being on good terms or not, i'm here.
"This too shall pass." I know it may seem cliche, but I've found that it's quite true. As cruel as it may seem, the world continues to turn, whether we want it to or not, and time passes, and though it may not seem like it, things will resolve. Life has a way of working things out and that's exactly what will happen. You will get a break from this and I'm sure it'll happen soon. I hope it happens soon - you really deserve to just lay back, relax, and breathe. Living with a past like that, it's not easy, and as shitty as it sounds, you're not going to forget it. But what I'm trying to say is it gets better.
I'm sorry for my rambling. I'm half awake but reading this really hit home. I truly hope for the best for you. As I said before, you most definitely deserve it.
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and aww, come on. frank isn't thaaaaat bad :)
thank you again, girl. and when I told you I'd be there if you ever needed anything, regardless of me and frank being on good terms or not, i'm here.
we're all in this fight to live together.
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