I am thinking of defriending someone
She is being rather rude for no reason and I wonder if she is trying to push me away? I am tired of drama and do not want to deal with it.
I just got off the phone with Amanda. I miss my baby step daughter :-(. It has been 1 1/2 years since I got divorced. I used to cry over Anne. Now just when I think of the kids. I just miss the kids more than anything. They are not even my own kids too and that is strange. However she forget who her real Daddy is and I kind of became that father figure. I hung up after talking to her to wish her a happy birthday and should have talked to her longer. I just felt sad again.
... my ex almost didn't let me talk to them anymore after a fight last summer when I asked her to tell the kids I am thinking of them. I LOST IT! I rarely do with Anne but at least she still lets me talk to them.
I have not been a great stepfather recently as I get nervous before talking to them. I feel like I failed them and they have an attachment to a painful part of my memory too with their Mom.
I will call her next week to see how she is doing. Maybe I can have kids again with the right person someday ;-)
I just got off the phone with Amanda. I miss my baby step daughter :-(. It has been 1 1/2 years since I got divorced. I used to cry over Anne. Now just when I think of the kids. I just miss the kids more than anything. They are not even my own kids too and that is strange. However she forget who her real Daddy is and I kind of became that father figure. I hung up after talking to her to wish her a happy birthday and should have talked to her longer. I just felt sad again.
... my ex almost didn't let me talk to them anymore after a fight last summer when I asked her to tell the kids I am thinking of them. I LOST IT! I rarely do with Anne but at least she still lets me talk to them.
I have not been a great stepfather recently as I get nervous before talking to them. I feel like I failed them and they have an attachment to a painful part of my memory too with their Mom.
I will call her next week to see how she is doing. Maybe I can have kids again with the right person someday ;-)