Just got dumped
Oh well, it is fair game.
I dumped Heather last summer for similiar reasons and I kept dragging my feet in this and warning her. It would make me a hypocrite if I became upset. Karma is a bitch.
I do not reget the past few days and I feel she is what I needed, even if only briefly. I am looking at things differently and it is nice to have a different perspective.
Wendy has her own issues right now and is doing fairly well dealing with them. After reading my journal she had doubts. Like I post a few months ago, not all my entries are sad and depressing. Just this particular slice of time for me.
But she showed me that how I react is my fault. I do not have to be angry or depressed. I choose to be. If I am not happy about it then FUCKING change it. Lol
I hear a common theme about money and security from all my exes. I need to stop viewing things in terms of money and being intimidated and angry at other people when I keep struggling and falling down. If I can be optimistic and happy now, things will improve in the future and many are rich and then blow it all anyway long term. I do not want financial security, more than I want control and success, and happiness.
In other news
I got a free $31,000 scholarship next summer for a Computer Science Degree!!! :-D Wahoo!
2012 is looking up
I dumped Heather last summer for similiar reasons and I kept dragging my feet in this and warning her. It would make me a hypocrite if I became upset. Karma is a bitch.
I do not reget the past few days and I feel she is what I needed, even if only briefly. I am looking at things differently and it is nice to have a different perspective.
Wendy has her own issues right now and is doing fairly well dealing with them. After reading my journal she had doubts. Like I post a few months ago, not all my entries are sad and depressing. Just this particular slice of time for me.
But she showed me that how I react is my fault. I do not have to be angry or depressed. I choose to be. If I am not happy about it then FUCKING change it. Lol
I hear a common theme about money and security from all my exes. I need to stop viewing things in terms of money and being intimidated and angry at other people when I keep struggling and falling down. If I can be optimistic and happy now, things will improve in the future and many are rich and then blow it all anyway long term. I do not want financial security, more than I want control and success, and happiness.
In other news
I got a free $31,000 scholarship next summer for a Computer Science Degree!!! :-D Wahoo!
2012 is looking up