Yesterday was sad and slow but i put up with it. All my sisters were eating the best pizza right in front of me and it sucked because i can't eat it. I couldn't eat anything due to the fact that i lost my fucking medicine. I hate having stomach problems. I fucking hate it. Along with all the other bullshit,it makes things ten times worse. When someone hates you and you're in your room feeling sorry and the first thing you wanna do is eat icecream because everyone loves icecream and you have to be told "No Sara! You can't eat that! Not till you take your medicine!" Fucking depressing shit...
I've never actually really minded it until now. It gets in the way of everything. Oh well, I guess it's better then having to sleep at the hospital or get my stomach pumped again. Not fun. Anyway...last night we went to rite aid. My family and myself,that is. And there were two bums. One outside of rite aid,one outside of blockbuster. And you know how i love bums. I hate how people pass them by. So i went inside rite aid and bought them both icecream and gave them as much spare change as i could.
You see people....i know you all think i'm horrible but i can be really nice...when it comes to bums. I'm really not as aweful as i seem.
Mel- my mom told me about some show they might put on somewhere up in like west hollywood or something on pirates!!!! She might be able to get tickets because they send all this free bribing stuff to her magazine!!!OH,just imagine! And yea,i want to bring you and i'm buying you one of those little knives with the fancy carvings.They sell em' down there.
But for now...it's all just talk,but i'm crossin my fingers.I.LOVE.YOU!call me because i really need to talk to someone...
Oh,and i wrote a poem about you!read it bitch!
There once was a little boy robot
A little boy robot he was!
His skin made of medal
his veins made of wires
And an automatic vibrating buzz
The boy's parents did not understand
But it was still their child and well..
His label said Melochronidite
But they just called him Mel
The other kids were scared of him
They would not let him play
Because when Mel got really angry
He blew kids up and away!
Mel was very lonely
And very upset too
He knew he had to change this
He knew just what to do!
In the middle of the night
He killed a young house cat
Took it's heart,veins and blood
And even ate the stomach enclosed rat
He built himself some flesh
And gave himself a brain
He programmed everything on humans
And hoped it would obtain
Now all the kids liked Mel
Mel was a popular guy
But sometimes when he got mad
He'd shoot lasers out of his eyes
THE END
Anyway...i hope all of your lives are going just dandy. Hopefully you don't have to deal with the shit i am. I wish for the best for all of you. Um...stay healthy and stay happy.....come over and go swimming.
<3 Sara
p.s. SERINA i tried calling you but the line was always busy! IM me so i can give u my number...we're getting together THIS weekend whether you like it or not. Sorry Charlie... but now arrangments must be forced upon you!!!!We'll have fun don't worry i have surprises up my sleeve...or whatever i'll be wearing..ok yea whatever you get it!
p.s.s. it's about time you people know i'm extremely sensitive. So stop poking me with your sharp objects. Metophorically of course. I'm sorry if you don't understand.