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A few things.
So, pretty much a no-go on the website. I don't think the universe - or whatever, could not be telling me in any louder not to do it.
I went and saw my mon for the first time in two years and have a talk for the first time in three. Chase is staying there for the summer and has a job, and Chloe has been there for a few weeks off and on during the summer too, and she asked me to come for a cupple days with her. So I did. It was okay. Things are still going to be odd between us for a while but I am not sorry I went.
I am going to start working again in the next cupple weeks. Chloe has been at my place for a week now and then I am going to go up to Pender with her and see my family for a week. When I get back, I start work again full time.
I have lost 17lbs total. I have 25 more.
I went for an open audition. I got accepted to an acting school for a year, actully. In the end, it was $6000 to attend and dad and Kimmy offered to pay. And I know it is a legit place because it has been around for over 85 years. in the end though, the guy whom I auditioned for, would not tell Kimmy his training and why he was suitable to be auditioning people, and the school was drop it so not very much structure. However, they would have set me up 2-3 auditions for companys/commercials etc a month and i could have eprhaps made a bit more money doing that. in the end, I thanked them and turned them down. But it was very flattering. I was one of 15 out of over 400. If I get into things like that, I want to do it on my terms (oh, and he wanted the $6000 like that day, no payment plans) and where I feel comfortable.
Kimmy read a lot of my poems and writing a few years ago, she thinks I should maybe look into that again. She really thinks that is my neish. I think she is right. Right now I am just kinda finding myself and seeing who Tannis is and what she's interested in. Yes acting, yes modeling, and yes, writing.
Primerica is going good. Lots of tests are out of the way. We're able to start making lots of employees and lots of cash flow. I am excited.
I am going to get a job as a nanny again. I found an agency that'll set me up. Most pay between $14-$17 an hour. Once we have made a little bit of money from Primerica and I have had my full time job for a month or two, I want David to quit his job. He hates it there. It makes him miserable. I would rather me work full time because I don't mind nannying at all and it pays well. Anyways, that is the plan.
Also, my dad might set up the financing for David and I to either buy a condo or a small house. He'll buy it, I'll pay my an X amount of $ a week like a morgage and I will only have to pay him back a small amount for the place. He's fantastic. Only thing is I amy have to move to Powel River because that is where the places are really well priced. We'll see. I am going to PR with him and Kimmy when I am up there to look around.
Besides that, I am off and on with being sick. Can't complain. But I can complain about the weather. Omg. What shat. It's supposed to be summer. Ugh. We have had sun once in the last two weeks.
Oh. And David and I have decided to get married in Jamica and fly out close friends and family.
I am going to be busy for the next few days with Chloe here. We're going to play Minigolf, her hair cut and colored, shopping for jacket, watch a movie together, go to the archade, swimming park. And then when I go up there, I need to go on a horse ride with her, watch her horse show, go camping with Marisa, visit my cousion Alexis *shudder* my grama *shudder* and travel all around Powel River to look at places.
I am looking forwards to it. I'll miss David. But I really miss being with my family.
So, pretty much a no-go on the website. I don't think the universe - or whatever, could not be telling me in any louder not to do it.
I went and saw my mon for the first time in two years and have a talk for the first time in three. Chase is staying there for the summer and has a job, and Chloe has been there for a few weeks off and on during the summer too, and she asked me to come for a cupple days with her. So I did. It was okay. Things are still going to be odd between us for a while but I am not sorry I went.
I am going to start working again in the next cupple weeks. Chloe has been at my place for a week now and then I am going to go up to Pender with her and see my family for a week. When I get back, I start work again full time.
I have lost 17lbs total. I have 25 more.
I went for an open audition. I got accepted to an acting school for a year, actully. In the end, it was $6000 to attend and dad and Kimmy offered to pay. And I know it is a legit place because it has been around for over 85 years. in the end though, the guy whom I auditioned for, would not tell Kimmy his training and why he was suitable to be auditioning people, and the school was drop it so not very much structure. However, they would have set me up 2-3 auditions for companys/commercials etc a month and i could have eprhaps made a bit more money doing that. in the end, I thanked them and turned them down. But it was very flattering. I was one of 15 out of over 400. If I get into things like that, I want to do it on my terms (oh, and he wanted the $6000 like that day, no payment plans) and where I feel comfortable.
Kimmy read a lot of my poems and writing a few years ago, she thinks I should maybe look into that again. She really thinks that is my neish. I think she is right. Right now I am just kinda finding myself and seeing who Tannis is and what she's interested in. Yes acting, yes modeling, and yes, writing.
Primerica is going good. Lots of tests are out of the way. We're able to start making lots of employees and lots of cash flow. I am excited.
I am going to get a job as a nanny again. I found an agency that'll set me up. Most pay between $14-$17 an hour. Once we have made a little bit of money from Primerica and I have had my full time job for a month or two, I want David to quit his job. He hates it there. It makes him miserable. I would rather me work full time because I don't mind nannying at all and it pays well. Anyways, that is the plan.
Also, my dad might set up the financing for David and I to either buy a condo or a small house. He'll buy it, I'll pay my an X amount of $ a week like a morgage and I will only have to pay him back a small amount for the place. He's fantastic. Only thing is I amy have to move to Powel River because that is where the places are really well priced. We'll see. I am going to PR with him and Kimmy when I am up there to look around.
Besides that, I am off and on with being sick. Can't complain. But I can complain about the weather. Omg. What shat. It's supposed to be summer. Ugh. We have had sun once in the last two weeks.
Oh. And David and I have decided to get married in Jamica and fly out close friends and family.
I am going to be busy for the next few days with Chloe here. We're going to play Minigolf, her hair cut and colored, shopping for jacket, watch a movie together, go to the archade, swimming park. And then when I go up there, I need to go on a horse ride with her, watch her horse show, go camping with Marisa, visit my cousion Alexis *shudder* my grama *shudder* and travel all around Powel River to look at places.
I am looking forwards to it. I'll miss David. But I really miss being with my family.