Dleet youre 100% correct

May 01, 2007 01:47

as usual I completely over-think everything and produce nothing. ..

so whats really going on in my life?

I have fallen hard for my friends now ex-girlfriend.. . Ive liked her for years but never done or said anything out of respect for their relationship. ..

one weekend my friend and his then girlfriend had a big fight and instead of going home she stayed at my house -had friends round for drinks- and long story short I probably got my wires crossed.. . just because she asks to sleep in my room and just because she wears one of my tshirts that is full of holes as a nighty doesnt have to mean anything.. . and now Ive put my foot in it.. . I have since that night made it abundantly clear that I have feelings for her and have for a long time. ..

at this point in time things do not seem promising.. . obviously having just broken up she doesnt want a relationship and I can buy that.. . but I get the impression that her feelings for me may be luke-warm. ..

Ive just turned 25 (april 27th) and I feel sick to the stomach over this shit.. . this will be a nice way to remember my quarter century. ..
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