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[sinisterfoxx]

I spent this thanksgiving with buddy and his family. we went from house to house because he has a huge family and they all live around here. i had a lot of fun and ate more than i could handle, if you can believe that. good times though. i love his family.

i feel so disconnected from everyone though. since i've been out of high school i've stopped talking to so many people that i loved. it's my own fault though. i get a boyfriend for the first time in my life and all the sudden he's the only thing i want to be around. but now i'm sick of him being my only form of a social life. i am talking to this guy shaun i met at work, although after the last time i saw him, i'll have to put some rules on our relationship, strictly friends only. i still feel guilty about making out with him while i'm in this serious relationship with buddy. it was only making out but still i can't help but feel horrible about it. i did have fun hanging out with shaun and i really don't want to stop but it's going to be hard for me not to get carried away because damn, he is so cute and i love his body.

i'm excited, i just upgraded my cell phone. it'll be here in a few days, can't wait.